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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

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Salam, ade orang tanak kawan kite :(

salam. xpe, biarkan die. kalu lebih 3 hari, just remind die dh 3 hr. then kalau die x jwb gak, biarkanlah die, tu antara die ngan Allah.
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"...dan sentiasalah bsikap pertengahan, sederhana, hasil yg akan diperoleh dengannya, kamu akan mencapai sasaranmu (syurga)." [hadis riwayat Bukhari]

btemu dan berpisahlah keranaNya, tidaklah kite berprasangka, tpnye dustakah ayat thanks for accepting me as ur new fren, sejahteralah hendaknya kawan kite itu, maaf dan terime kasih, jujurnya kite tidak meninggalkan kawan, assalamualaikum, cukuplah di sini, nilai semula dan hindari drpd berbuat terhadap orang lain OK,
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how grateful i am able to care for...my friends...until now...

x salah sayang orang...[quoted by H] alhamdulillah...
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people come and go...especially lovers...but true friends will stay...[quoted by W]

i believe i am a true friend...i never walk away...

look at the title - recall this song, please...

why did you let it go? because it bit my finger so...

nobody's at fault...really...
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now, the story...

i've been left wandering for a week by Q...a typical custom manly action of shutting off...
i consider this as not-so-sincere considering the anticipation Q has shown do not tally with what projects after the tad 0ne-hour meet up last Wednesday...
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Q met me through a social network site...i accepted friend requests when they impose no harm to me and if i just feel like it...

in the case of Q, his request came just right after i've clean up all the mess of posted pictures of me --> this took me nearly 3 days to finish...so, you and me can guess that Q doesn't have any clue on my physical appearance...

solely, our interaction is purely controlled based upon my personality...i am an honest girl...i believe...insyaAllah...

it so happens, Q gain my trust...my instincts lead to handing my number to Q...and expectedly, Q contacted me in mobile version...this went on about 10 days...
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1 syawal 2010 - around 10am, Q called me and i'm not answering...sorry...it was my family time - having juadah raya, salam raya, photogedixing raya...

later, Q texted me on his poor telecommunication signal...Q's hometown is in Rembau...a sorry and thank you guy...orait, no worries...
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4 syawal 2010 - around 9.30pm, yess, we finally spoke on the phone for the first time...

apsal tade gambar u kat *B ye?!!

kite tanak letak dah...dulu2 adelaa...

ok...tak apelah...

we chatted 'berkenalan' conversation with Q then asking for an outing...

i was, haa?!! ( a no no)

ginilaa, my mum must know... (me was hesitating)

at 10pm, i excused myself with tired reasoning and i wished Q well...tata...

Thanks for accepting me to be your new friend. One question!!!your mom garang tak? Anyway gud nite too!!!!!
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5 syawal 2010 - the day my family is visiting my aunt in Paroi...early morning, i was busy preparing breakfast...

oops...another phone call...

Q talked to my mama...

end of their conversation, i texted Q - eh, ape mama kite cakap?

ur mom x kisah, terpulang kat u je.kalau u agree, petang esok kite jumpe ye.
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6 syawal 2010 - i went out and settled several matters pertaining 07-12...

around lunch time i guess, about 1 o'clock or so:

jgn lupa petang ni yer pukul 6.30 petang dkt NS dkt *AC* Mall,OK tak?

just nice kot,
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an hour to go - at 5.30pm:

Awak kat mana? Jadi tak ni?

Kat seksyen 9,insyaAllah...

then, every 10 minutes i'm receiving smses...Q was nervous...hahaha...

i'm wearing blablabla...

awak berapa orang?

dah sampai bagitau laa

nak manage time, hr ni saya puasa

saya dh sampai. saya tggu awak yer!!!
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i reached NS around 7pm...Q was seated in a quite secluded area but i knew him instantly...

i ordered an ice blended mocha only as i've already eaten...nearing Maghrib, the waiter only sent our drinks and a basket of fries...

eh, u bukak puase fries je ke?!!

dah awak tak makan, takkan laa saya nak makan...

Allah, i'm at guilt...and so, we ordered #42 and #43...

Q and me chatted casually...Q labelled me as talkative (oh no...something is definitely wrong here, saya ni penyenyap)...

finally, 8pm...yeay...i let Q paid for the bill...

then, Q escorted me to the prayer room and promised to pick me up after i'm done...
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Q walked me towards Ryan and we said our farewell...

jangan laa serik nak keluar dgn saye

tengoklaa nanti camne, bye
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last sms from Q (that Wednesday night): kita baru sampai

indicating he safely arrived at his rented house in Ampang...
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and that Wednesday night, i shared my joy of finally receiving my 07-12 keys with my yerp friend...

awesome balcony view, kan?!!
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ok, back to end of Q story...

an hour (7pm to 8pm) outing = ignorance of 6 days++...
anticipation - 6 smses before the event...signalling the nervousness...

how do i measure the sincerity?!!

how hard can it be?!!

i'm accepting Q as a friend like he requested beforehand...

my darlings:

reject je terus [this is H]

tak ingat ape yg ditulis tp kusuke last part, especially S (ni aku doakan kau) [this is Z]

my side: hahahaha...ku hepi je...ku suke org lain pun...masih...

ehh...aku nampak die comel [this is P] - referring to S

die ajak kite g rumah awak...hehe... [this is F] - referring to S too

syukur alhamdulillah...ku ada darlings...
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dulu darlings marah-marah jugak...

hey, no worries...yang baik-baik semuanya urusan kekasihku Yang Maha Esa...

insyaAllah, Allah sayang kamu-kamu semua dan diriku...

to Q, 0-0 OK?!! kamu masihlah kawan saya...reach me when need be...
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first time i makan siput manis...hehe...

:)
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baked rice ye?!!

yup...heeee...

pakai mozzarella cheese...

ooo ye ke...

take care baby...

u too dear...

futnut: bunga-bunga...bunga-bunga...

6 comments:

idayusof said...

alololooo. xpe, there shall be a better man.the time will come. Have faith in Allah, just like u are doing. :)

Hugs!

harni said...

agree with yus.. have faith.. every person that comes into our life will bring something good out of it. its either we notice it instantly or we have to wait for it to be noticed. nevertheless, never be afraid to get to know people. but be careful jugak lah ye..

you are definitely a good friend. dont forget that.

hugs!

Aliza said...

yus - thanks sayang :)

harni - u take care too...lalalala

zarith said...

ish ish..... dia nerves lagi kot!!! no matter wat. jika kita punya. tentula datang balik . jika bukan kita punya, tentulah tak ada datang balik.
tapi kawan adalah kawan jangan campur adukkan dengan status lain

~Am said...

girl...I dah rasa being at both the giving and receiving ends...keep your head up high ok...pandai2lah jaga hati sendiri. Just remember to always put yourself first. And don't waste your time wondering about this Q. It's not worth it.

Aliza said...

zarith - kematangan Q ni x sampai level aku lagi kot...yup...agree ngan ko, aku x campur soal hati ngan kawan...bersahabat kerana Allah OK...soal hati jodoh ni hal ghaib, Dia je tau...

am - thanks dear...mmg2 macam orang dlm dunia kite akan jumpe...semuanya akan kasi lessons learnt...yeay...