Friday, August 21, 2015
my very first ANAKIN victory!
Monday, February 23, 2015
..LoVe cRuisE..
singing my heart out with Ryan.. normal traffic heading towards Iris..
coming back from earlier meeting friends event..awanku was there too.. facing from a distance, ai glanced once in a while.. noticing, his left hand covering his mouth, gritting in control of the situation.. and still, both of his eyes merely 'redup' - joy of my heart..alhamdulillah..
sesungguhnya jalan mendaki itu lebih sukar.. ujian apakah ini?! passing by Damansara, Ryan and me and hey, next to our left side (the centre lane) - ai saw 'awanku' to my surprise..
okay, let's head on together the uphill.. and downhill too..
Ryan and me - we 'santai'ly and wondering.. ensuring our distance - quite just to see and be sure - mister awanku, are you coming?!
right up to Jalan Duta toll exit, Ryan and me went to the Touch 'N Go lane.. and again, there awanku went to the ticketing booth..
fingers crossed, love luck had to struck.. this time, awanku did saw me.. crossing over Ryan and me from the left and leading the way (sort of, since ai took up to tag along closely behind the wheels)..
we parted ways after about 10 minutes or so.. Ryan and me arrived safely at Iris and me wishing awanku well thanking the memories..
my awan, my joy, my sweetness, my smile - everlasting :)
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Thursday, February 27, 2014
...twodaysawan..
the WAU day came..
Monday, December 30, 2013
k-a-m-i
Monday, November 25, 2013
...3 minit itu...
yeay...
Z twiddling on her Ferrari and ending the conversation,"Haa, OK OK."
M interrupting, "Kamu cakap ngan sapa tu?"
Z mentioning yours truly..
M reaching out, "Oh, meh sy cakap ngan dia."
Z carefreely saying, "Alaaa, dah letak."
M just smiled ( yours truly guessed) and continued with their TT.
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M: Program kamu patutnya malam ni kat JJ ke?
Z: Eh, x sure laa.. Tapi, yours truly cakap diorang ade dekat2 area sini..
M: Camne yours truly nak datang amik kamu?
Z: Dah abis nanti, yours truly suruh mesej..
M: OK, nak abis dah ni..
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M: Yours truly dah kat mane?
Z: Saya baru mesej..
M: Takpa2, biar saya call dia..
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Yours truly side:
Z sent a message to yours truly and as yours truly was about to reply back, there was an incoming call (from M).. yeay..
Me: Hello..Ye, encik..
M: Assalamualaikum, cik yours truly..
Me: Waalaikum salam.. Iye, saye..
M: Betul ke yours truly nak datang ambil Z ni? Yours truly dari mane?
Me: Iye, saye.. Ni dekat MS - sebelah je dengan KD tu..
M: Dah on the way ye? Tau tempat? Land mark nye Sek Men Seksyen 4..
Me: Urmm..
M: Yours truly ingat lagi rumah En B?
Me: Oo, sy tau tu..
M: Dekat2 situ laa..
Me: Orait, sampailah tu..
M: Agak-agaknya berapa lama lagi?
yours truly turning to L who's driving Ryan. And so, L replied, "Lima belas minit."
Me: 15 minit, encik..
M: OK, hati-hati drive..
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while waiting for yours truly to arrive..
Z: Eh, tu macam diorang je..
M: Bukanlah, itu bukan Ryan..
haha.. M did care about Ryan..
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yours truly and L finally arrived at the scene..
M walked towards Ryan and found out that L was at the driver's seat..
well, yours truly stepped out and so.. 3 minit itu..
Z already went inside Ryan..
M: Terima kasih ye, yours truly.. Nak ke mane?
yours truly smiled brightly (as bright as M's smile)..
Me: Jalan-jalan.. Encik ke mane?
M: Saya balik dulu.. (waving good bye) Hati-hati ye..
Me: Iye, same.. (and waving good bye too)
yours truly went inside Ryan and let M drove away first..
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Z, L and yours truly went to the nearby uptown - sightseeing..
final note of the night - yours truly sent a thank you note to M..
thanks for the 3 minit itu..
haha..
in yours truly's life - memories lasts..
feelings - happiness at the 3 minit itu - yess!
sinful - yours truly can't think straight - follow one's heart..
3 minit itu - itulah dia..
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
...bestFriends...
Saturday, October 20, 2012
...kita dan KEHIDUPAN kita...
- sekadar mempertahankan MATA PENCAPAIAN kita
- seberapa RAMAINYA SAHABAT kita
- seberapa RAMAINYA yang MENGHUBUNGI kita
- seberapa RAMAINYA yang MENERIMA mahupun TIDAK MENERIMA kita
- sama ada kita MEMPUNYAI RANCANGAN PADA HUJUNG MINGGU atau MEMILIH UNTUK BERTENANG
- SESIAPA yang SEDANG BERSAMA kita, PERNAH BERSAMA kita mahupun yang BELUM PERNAH TERLINTAS UNTUK BERSAMA kita
- KELUARGA kita dan seberapa banyakpun HARTA yang DIMILIKI
- jenama KERETA yang kita PANDU
- gerbang SEKOLAH MANA kita DIBEKALKAN ILMU
- betapa RUPAWANnya paras wajah kita
- PAKAIAN yang kita peragakan mahupun KASUT yang kita sarungkan
- betapa asyiknya MUZIK yang mendamaikan kita
- sama ada WARNA RAMBUT atau WARNA MATA kita itu HITAM, PERANG, MERAH, JINGGA mahupun HIJAU sekalipun
- sama ada WARNA KULIT kita itu HITAM MANIS, SAWO MATANG, PUTIH MELEPAK atau KUNING LANGSAT
- IJAZAH KEPUJIAN apa yang kita terima, seberapa PINTARnya kita, seberapa PINTARnya kita pada PENILAIAN sejagat atau seberapa PINTARnya kita berdasarkan keputusan UJIAN PENILAIAN KEPINTARAN
- sama ada kita DISENANGI GURU itu atau kita DISENANGI GADIS/TERUNA itu
- PERSATUAN yang kita sertai
- betapa HANDALnya kita beraksi dalam "sukan kita"
- sesiapa yang kita SAYANG dan sesiapa yang kita LUKAI
- sesiapa yang kita BAHAGIAkan dan sesiapa yang kita DERITAkan
- MEMBERI atau MENGKHIANATI KEPERCAYAAN
- PERSAHABATAN - yang disulami KEIKHLASAN mahupun yang berbaur HASAD
- apa yang KITA KATA DAN MAKSUDKAN yang berkemungkinan MENGHARUKAN mahupun MENGGURIS
- mewar-warkan KHABAR dan menyebarkan DUSTA malahan FITNAH
- apa yang kita NILAI beserta PENJELASANnya dan kepada siapa disebarkan penilaian kita
- sesiapa yang telah TIDAK kita HIRAUkan dengan SELURUH KAWALAN dan NIAT kita
- CEMBURU, KETAKUTAN, KESENGSARAAN, KESUNYIAN dan DENDAM
...what LiFe is all about...
- KEEPING SCORE
- HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE
- HOW MANY PEOPLE CALL YOU
- HOW ACCEPTED / UNACCEPTED YOU ARE
- IF YOU HAVE PLANS THIS WEEKEND or IF YOU ARE ALONE
- WHO YOU ARE DATING, USE TO DATE, HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU HAVE DATED or IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN with ANYONE AT ALL
- WHO YOUR FAMILY IS or HOW MUCH MONEY THEY HAVE
- WHAT KIND OF CAR YOU DRIVE
- WHERE YOU ARE SENT TO SCHOOL
- HOW BEAUTIFUL or UGLY YOU ARE
- WHAT CLOTHES YOU WEAR or WHAT SHOES YOU HAVE ON
- WHAT KIND OF MUSIC YOU LISTEN TO
- IF YOUR HAIR is BLONDE, RED, BLACK, BROWN, ORANGE or GREEN
- IF YOUR SKIN IS TOO LIGHT or TOO DARK
- WHAT GRADES YOU GET, HOW SMART YOU ARE, HOW SMART EVERYONE THINKS YOU ARE or HOW SMART STANDARDIZED TESTS SAY YOU ARE
- IF THIS TEACHER LIKES YOU or IF THIS GUY/GIRL LIKES YOU
- WHAT CLUBS YOU ARE IN
- HOW GOOD YOU ARE AT "your" SPORT
- who you LOVE and who you HURT
- who you MAKE HAPPY or MAKE UNHAPPY purposefully
- KEEPING or BETRAYING TRUST
- FRIENDSHIP - as a SANCTITY or as a WEAPON
- what YOU SAY AND MEAN - maybe HEARTENING and maybe HURTFUL
- starting RUMORS and contributing to PETTY GOSSIPS
- what JUDGMENTS YOU PASS and WHY and WHO your JUDGMENTS ARE SPREAD TO
- who YOU HAVE IGNORED WITH FULL CONTROL AND INTENTION
- JEALOUSY, FEAR, PAIN, IGNORANCE and REVENGE
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
...biar kasihMu selimutinya...
kau
terbaik yang kan pernah ada
terbaik yang telah pernah singgah walau sesaat
ku sadari dirimu kini berada bersama dia
mengikat sebuah janji CINTA yang tak kuduga
walau ketulusanku satu
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu, hanya mampu untukmu
ini keputusanku 'tuk lepaskanmu
Tuhan, ku bersyukur walau nafasku habis untuknya
oh waktu, ijinkan aku untuk melihatnya
oh walau sekali saja
walau CINTA bukan dia, biarkan kujanjikan semua untuknya
Tuhan, ku berdoa biar kasihMu selimutinya
kau
terbaik yang kan pernah ada
terbaik yang telah pernah singgah
Saturday, January 7, 2012
...LaiN muLuT LaiN kaTa LaiN raSa LaiN biCaRa...
ini bukan lagu CINTA
lagu ini aku tujukan khas untuk orang-orang yang seperti aku
kamu tahu siapa kamu
tak perlu lagi risau
tak perlulah lagi malu-malu
dengarkan lagu ini...semoga terhibur!!!
hitam manis hitam manis
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu pandang tak jemu
yang hitam manis pandang tak jemu
tak perlu lebih gula
tak perlu lagi perisa untuk menambahkan rasa semulajadi
sejak dari mula
ramai yang tergoda
ada yang jatuh CINTA
ada juga yang jadi cemburu buta hanya kerana warna
ada yang kata unik
ada juga yang kritik
walaupun sudah terbukti secara saintifik
lihat saja statistik
hitam itu menawan hitam itu klasik
tak perlu jadi da bomb kau memang menarik
tak usah main tali hulur tarik hulur tarik
bisik-bisik membisik
katakan saja di depan mata
kenapa mesti malu
kenapa ragu-ragu
katakan saja padaku
aku akan setuju
aku mahu kalau kau tahu
tapi kalau kau tak mahu
aku pun tak akan merasa sedih dan pilu
kerna ku tahu...
AKU...
hitam manis hitam manis
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu pandang tak jemu
yang hitam manis pandang tak jemu
10 budak hitam main di tepi jalan, satu kena langgar tinggal SEMBILAN!!!
9 budak hitam main di dalam hutan, satu sesat jalan tinggallah LAPAN!!!
8 budak hitam mainlah kejar-kejar, satu jatuh tersungkur tinggallah TUJUH!!!
7 budak hitam mainlah selam-selam, satu lemas dalam kolam tinggallah ENAM!!!
6 budak hitam main di tepi paya, satu jatuh dalam paya tinggallah LIMA!!!
5 budak hitam mainlah lompat-lompat, satu tak sempat lompat tinggallah EMPAT!!!
4 budak hitam mainlah kira-kira, satu tak tahu kira tinggallah TIGA!!!
3 budak hitam ingin jadi rappers Melayu, dua tak cukup hitam tinggallah SATU!!!
SALAH!!!
Habis Tu?!!
tinggal AKU...
hitam manis hitam manis
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu pandang tak jemu
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu
jangan sekali kau hina manusia sepertiku
biarlah buruk di mata orang asal tidak di mata kamu
jangan dipaksa jangan memaksa
lain mulut lain kata lain rasa lain bicara
tak perlu saing-bersaing
tak perlu juga banding-membanding
ini pilihan masing-masing
walaupun rambut sama hitam hati tetap lain-lain
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
...tak perLu marah-marah pada dunia...
Hari Raya lambat lagi
hatiku terasa rindu
ku terbayang warna-warni
baju kurung dan baju melayu
aroma enak di dapur
melambai padaku
untukku tambah pada pinggan
berbalang-balang kuih
yang keras aku buat
namun ku tahu kau tetap akan makan
paling penting pada Hari Raya
kita takkan bergaduh
kau simpan egomu
ku simpan egoku
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
pasti kita akan lebih bahagia
tak perlu marah-marah pada dunia
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
Hari Raya belum sampai
dan kita baru saja bergaduh
cukup sukar nak berdamai
memang mudah untuk buat bodoh
beraneka e-kad raya
melambai padaku
untuk ku isi dan hantarkan
dan di antaranya ada satu untukmu
kau buat ku marah jadi ku batalkan
hari-hari bukan Hari Raya
kita asyik bergaduh
kau tayang egomu
ku tayang egoku
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
pasti kita kan lebih bahagia
tak perlu marah-marah pada dunia
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
pasti kita kan lebih bahagia
tak perlu marah-marah pada dunia
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
jika hari-hari Hari Raya
Monday, July 4, 2011
...pure LovE...
Saturday, July 2, 2011
...kaKu terPaku...
darling teefa tagged me...yeay...yeay...here goes...
The Rules: Put your music library on 'Shuffle'. For each question, press the 'Next' button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time, they seem to work, though, strangely enough. OK, go! When you're done, tag 20 people. The answer to Question No 20 will become your entry title...
1. If someone says, "Is this OK?", you say:
Distance Too Far - Bittersweet
2. How would you describe yourself?
You Don't Have To Be So Nice - Couple
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Air Mata - Dewa 19
4. How do you feel today?
Yang Terdalam - Peterpan
5. What is your life's purpose?
Remember Yesterday - The Official
6. What's your motto?
Sempurna - Andra and The Backbone
7. What do your friends think of you?
Permysuri - OAG
8. What do you think of your parents?
Assalamualaikum - Malique
9. What do you think about very often?
Salut - Spider
10. What is 2+2?
Orang Timur - A.C.A.B.
11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
A.E.I.O.U. - Ahli Fiqir feat. Elliza
12. What do you think of the person you like?
Hilang Jua - Diary
13. What is your life story?
Tulus - Radja
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Apa-apa Saja - Aboi
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Chocolate Syrup - Estranged
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Chemistry (Between Us) - Butterfingers
17. What will they play at your funeral?
Akhirnya - Apple Juice
18. What is your biggest fear?
Khabar Buat Ibu - Alleycats
19. What is your biggest secret?
Cinta Sejati - Sixth Sense
20. What will you post this as?
Kaku Terpaku - Coco
isn't this fun?!! awesome laa...hahahaha...
i want to tag - tadelaa sampai 20 ppl...
i tag Bearbear, Faiz, Ajee, Arni, Zarith, Nadh, Yulie, Farah, Yus, Erin, Kak Amalia, Shon, Intan, Shue, Mirza, Cipah, Azie, Etai, Adiba, Ayu - ehh, cukup 20 sahabats laa rupenye...
silelahhh bertungkus-lumus bile berkelapangan OK... thanks :) :) :)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
...pendapatan sesalkan aku dahulu...
gunanya tidak sesal kemudian...alhamdulillah...
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interesting article to share :) :) :) - thanks to Cik Farrah...and the author : Bronnie Ware...
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For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives.
People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality. I learned never to underestimate someone's capacity for growth.
Some changes were phenomenal. Each experienced a variety of emotions, as expected, denial, fear, anger, remorse, more denial and eventually acceptance.
Every single patient found their peace before they departed though, every one of them.
When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Here are the most common five:
1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me
This was the most common regret of all. When people realize that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled.
Most people have had not honored even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. It is very important to try and honor at least some of your dreams along the way.
From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realize, until they no longer have it.
My side : Got this lesson about 2 months ago...A friend quoted - I x pernah pun nk fulfil expectation org, no point pun.
2. I wish I didn't work so hard
This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship.
Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners.
All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence. By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do.
And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.
My side : This is not my problem...insyaAllah...Cukup dengan apa yang ada...
3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings
Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.
We cannot control the reactions of others.
However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.
My side : I did...I did...honestly...and I win...yeay...alhamdulillah...
4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends
Often they would not truly realize the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years.
There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying. It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away.
People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they LOVE. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task.
It is all comes down to LOVE and relationships in the end. That is all that remains in the final weeks, LOVE and relationships.
My side : LOVEships time always...
5. I wish that I had let myself be happier
This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realize until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives.
Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again.
When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying.
Life is a choice. It is YOUR life.
Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly.
Choose happiness.
My side : I laughed heartily...yess...I am silly...huhuhu...
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
...DWYL,LWYD...
when i grow up, i want to be a __________
John Wayne, siapkan kuda!!!
haha...now i know why do i need that 'validation' for...
how extremely accurate aliza is?!!
i parked at the very same parking spot at exactly the same time...7.13a.m.
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LAT Kampung Boy the Musical - mike kene tengokk pase teman sukeee :) oleh kerane kuatnye matahari, bulan ni, selalunye orang tak nampak ye...
John Wayne tak nanges, semua die tepis...
thanks so much Mas...and Wana and Ilah too...I enjoyed myself though we had the 'pening' atmosphere only Allah knows...ohh, i kissed both my wrists...masyaAllah...
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Monday, January 24, 2011
...cherry blossom...
the damage already done...
bye Cik Ja~~~
and i'm in mediocre state - the most miserable feeling of all...
ohh...my...
on the day you die, there'll still be things you haven't finished, so why push yourself so hard?!! [Bridget Menezes]
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