...bilik-bilik...

astaghfirullahhal'azim...ya Allah, aku memohon keampunanMu...dan berikanlah hidayahMu buat yang Engkau kehendaki...
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i had a mixed feelings...figura2 pemimpin tanahairku membuat onar lagi...interesting characters...an unpleasant real drama is happening before my very eyes and fellow rakyats...

i'm not taking sides...i'm too weak for that...and because i don't know...

it simply doesn't stop me from getting to know...my responsibility...is to think and mengambil pengajaran...

the truth will eventually surfaced out...insyaAllah...
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my prayers to Allah the Almighty...what i know now are what Allah has said to us:

"Wahai orang yang beriman! Janganlah sesuatu puak (daripada kaum lelaki) mencemuh dan merendah-rendahkan puak lelaki yang lain, (kerana) kemungkinan puak lelaki yang dicemuhkan itu lebih baik daripada mereka. Janganlah pula sesuatu puak daripada kaum perempuan mencemuh dan merendah-rendahkan puak perempuan yang lain, (kerana) kemungkinan puak yang dicemuhkan itu lebih baik daripada mereka. Janganlah setengah kamu menyatakan keaiban setengahnya yang lain dan janganlah pula kamu panggil-memanggil antara satu sama lain dengan gelaran yang buruk. (Larangan-larangan yang tersebut menyebabkan orang yang melakukannya menjadi fasik, maka) amatlah buruk gelaran nama fasik (kepada seseorang) sesudah dia beriman. (Ingatlah) sesiapa yang tidak bertaubat (daripada perbuatan fasiknya) maka merekalah orang yang zalim."


"Wahai orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan daripada sangkaan, kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian daripada sangkaan itu adalah berdosa. Janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang. Janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain. Adakah seseorang daripada kamu suka memakan daging saudaranya yang telah mati? (jika demikian keadaan mengumpat) maka sudah tentu kamu jijik kepadanya. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan yang tersebut) dan bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima Taubat lagi Maha Penyayang."
[Surah Al-Hujurat: Ayat 11-12]

and i would like to share another one verse from Allah:

"Dan antara wanita-wanita kamu yang mengerjakan perbuatan keji (zina), maka carilah empat orang lelaki antara kamu yang menjadi saksi terhadap perbuatan mereka. Kemudian kalau keterangan-keterangan saksi itu mengesahkan perbuatan tersebut, maka kurunglah mereka (perempuan yang berzina itu) dalam rumah hingga sampai ajalnya, atau hingga Allah mengadakan untuk mereka jalan keluar (daripada hukuman itu).
[Surah An-Nisa': Ayat 15]
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pay attention to the world, please...make the world a HAPPIER place...

Malaysia ni kecil...

mati itu dekat dan kekal...malulah kepada Allah...

sadaqallahul 'azim...

...what for / for what?!!

is merely a question i ponder upon almost everything around me...


being an organic intellectualist...a non-thinker i am not...even in my dreams...


please, fear Allah...

...boycott tag...

here's what we should do. it's simple:
list down 5 of the products from the list below that you are boycotting,
and then list down 5 of the products that you will try your best to boycott,
and finally list another 5 of the products that you find it hard to boycott,
and tag 5 others.

this tag is to get everyone to read the list below carefully and identify which products affects your life and the lives of the Palestinians most! You can also compare your list with your friends and see: if they can boycott one product that you haven't been boycotting, why can't you start to boycott the product too?

5 products i'm boycotting :

1. Arsenal Football Club - MU rules!!!yeay...glory...glory...
2. Perrier, Evian, Volvic - i drink Spritzer...
3. IBM - my Rose: NEC Versa E6210...
4. Australian, UK & US newspapers - not applicable...
5. Home Depot Villager's Hardware, Georgia Lighting, EXPO Design Centres - same as above...

5 products i will start to boycott:

1. Marks & Spencer - no need to go to its KLCC outlet (never bought anything anyway)...
2. Buitoni - i prefer St Remo...
3. Victoria's Secret - Triumph is fine...
4. Motorola, Siemens - mine is Nokia...
5. Barbie - not applicable anymore...

5 products that i find hard to boycott

1. Nokia - will not boycott laa...
2. McDonald's, Maggi, Nescafe - also unavoidable...
3. Tommy Hilfiger, DKNY, Ralph Lauren - adores my perfumes: Dreaming, Be Delicious, Blue...
4. Johnson & Johnson, Kotex - just can't change to other brands...
5. Carrefour - convenient place for me to shop...

I tag :
1. Azwa
2. Harni
3. Zarith
4. Faiz
5. Shue

Boycott List by Brand - View the Labels to boycott

* AOL Time Warner Time Life magazine, CNN, ICQ
* Apax Partners Jonny Rockets, Sunglass Hut.
* Arsenal Football Club
* Coca-Cola Fruitopia, Fanta, Kia Orange, Lilt, Sprite, Sunkist..
* Caterpillar
* Danone HP foods, Evian, Volvic, Jacob
* Delta Galil Hema, Barbie, Carrefour, Auchan, Tchibo, Victoria's Secret, GAP, Banana Republic, Structure, J-Crew, JC Penny, Pryca, Lindex, DIM, DKNY, Ralph Lauren, Playtex, cK, Hugo Boss, M&S
* Disney
* Emblaze
* Estée Lauder Aramis, Clinique, DKNY, Prescriptives, Origins, MAC, La Mer, Bobbi Brown, Tommy Hilfiger, Jane, Donna Karan, Aveda, Stila, Jo Malone, Bumble & Bumble, Kate Spade
* Home Depot Villager's Hardware, Georgia Lighting, Apex Supply, EXPO Design Centres
* IBM
* Intel
* Johnson & Johnson
* Kimberly-Clark Kleenex, Kotex, Huggies, Andrex
* Lewis Trust Group River Island, Isrotel hotels, Britannia Pacific
* The Limited Inc Express stores, Lerner New York, Structure, New York & Company, Mast Industries, Intimate Brands, Victoria's Secret, Bath & Body Works, White Barn Candle Company, Henri Bendel
* L'Oreal Giorgio Armani, Redken 5th Avenue, Lancome Paris, Vichy, Cacharel, La Roche-Posay, Garnier, Biotherm, Helena Rubinstein, Maybelline, Ralph Lauren, Carson
* Marks & Spencer M&S, St.Michaels
* McDonald's
* Motorola
* Nestle Nescafé, Perrier, Vittel, Pure Life, Carnation, Libby's, Milkmaid, Nesquik, Maggi, Buitoni, Cross & Blackwell, KitKat, Milkybar, Quality Street, Smarties, After Eight, Aero, Polo, Lion, Felix cat food, L'Oréal
* News Corporation TV: Fox, Sky, Star, Phoenix, Granada, CNBC. UK newspapers: Standard Newspaper, News of the World, The Sun, The Times. Australian Newspapers: The Telegraph , Gold Coast Bulletin, Herald Sun, Independent, Sunday Mail. US newspapers: New York Post. Publishers: Harper Collins Ragan, Zondervan, National Geographical. Nursery World, Rawkus, NDS, Mushroom Records, ChinaByte.com, Festival Records
* Nokia
* Revlon New World Entertainment, Forbes
* Sara Lee Hanes, Playtex, Champion, Leggs, Douwe Egberts, Bryan, DIM, Ambi Pur, Bali, Superior Coffee, Just My Size, Kiwi, Maison Cafe, Nur die, Pilao, Lovable, Outer Banks, Wonderbra, Sanex, Pickwick, Gossard, Body Mist, Brylcreem, Aqua Velva, Radox
* Siemens
* Selfridges
* Starbucks Seattle Coffee, Pasqua, Hear Music, TazoTimberland

happy new year 2009!

i'm truly grateful for all the sweet memories and real life experiences encountered in the year 2008 which eventually shaped me into who i am as of today...i considered myself more matured and rationale emotionally in many ways...i'm physically healthy (still on medication until the end of february)...i love and being loved...i'm blessed and very thankful for that...

welcome 2009 and i'm hoping for a wholesome great times ahead...

for a 1st day of the year 2009, nothing much has happened...

early this morning, when i went out for breakfast with my parents, mama who is sitting at the back gleefully informed me and abah that she's following the new road safety regulation...hahaha...passengers at the back need to put on the rear seat belt starting from 1st january 2009...hahaha...hahaha...

i think there's just some insensible logic in the implementation of this new regulation...and i found this is amusing...cars which have rear seat belts and having rear passengers who don't obey the rule will be penalized...however, if the car don't have rear seat belts (surely the rear passengers won't obey the rule), the rule suddenly become inapplicable...on top of that, car owners are being given 3 years time period to get the rear seat belts to be installed...

hahaha...what a lousy regulation...in my case, shinchan doesn't have rear seat belts installed yet...let's say i go and get them installed...then, it so happens that my rear passengers don't want to wear them and a traffic officer stopped me...i will get a ticket...on the other hand, let's say i procrastinate to get the damn thing installed and i encounter the same situation...this time, the reason would be - i still have 3 years lorr...enough said...

then,there was a thing about 7 citizen being banned from entering sarawak...malaysia is suppose to be a free country what...or so i thought...malaysian political scenes are just hilarious to the extreme...i never knew that there's a term of opposition states (in true fact, the opposition at those states are the losing party)...

in 2009, there will be lots more of hanky panky going ons....yeay...since it is the season of small election, hopefully the petrol price will reduce a little bit more...insyaAllah...

hurmm...ohh yaa...today 01 01 2009 - i'm not marrying anybody...hahaha...i just realized something important though...due to my lifestyle, i feel that i'm better happily single if i couldn't meet an affluent lover...definitely i wouldn't lower my standard unnecessarily...and i really mean it...wish me luck, peeps!

i'll end this 1st entry of 2009 with a tag from mama mizah:

Tag ini bertajuk 16 Perkara Rawak

Syarat dan peraturan:
1. Apabila telah terpilih dengan malangnya, silalah menulis 16 perkara paling rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh ataupun hala tuju hidup anda.
- 16 random points about me coming up, okay...

2. Silalah hasut 16 orang lain untuk melakukan perkara ini.
- i choose to tag any 16 people who feels like doing...you are most welcome...

3. Sila tanda manusia yang telah menanda anda di peringkat awal.
- again...anyone?!!i don't mind...

4. Ketahuilah, jika anda terpilih ia adalah kerana anda juga manusia biasa yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang secukupnya ketika bayi.
- mizah, i am flattered... :P

here goes:
1. my diet starts today (my girlfriends, please support me)...i need to lose 7kg minimum in 3 months time...

2. in 2008, i've read 43 books...(targeting 50 books this year)

3. i eat chocolate everyday...(at least 2 small pieces)

4. i buy original CDs...

5. i feed ryan with Shell Super unleaded petrol...(made to move further - proven)

6. i'm an avid environmentalist...

7. i still collect stamps...

8. i owned 2 cars - shinchan and ryan...

9. i wear real gold jewelleries...(white gold is white gold - no silver accessories)

10. i can't roll my tongue...

11. my right eye contact lens require a higher power than my left eye...

12. i'm scared of cats...

13. i write my small letter i with a heart symbol as the dot...

14. my phone language is Bahasa Melayu...

15. i'm scared to ride on a motorcycle...(i don't feel safe)

16. i can't swim...(planning to enroll in swimming lessons)

-the end-

...justice,please...

i can't recall when was the last time i wrote about malaysian political scene...it's just that i couldn't be bothered anymore...sooo many propagandas...living in selangor - ahh well, we have to barely cope with the mix up of state government as well as the federal government...mind you, -at my residence, we have 2 village chiefs (one PKR-appointed and another one is UMNO's)...

anyway, that's not what i want to discuss...actually, i was quite unsatisfied with the results of Altantuya's murder case trials...frankly, i think that there are just sooo many loopholes since the beginning of the trials...

forget about the trio - the 3 defendants as i do think that they couldn't possibly do it...Allah knows okay...yes, Shah Alam High Court should release them as they are not guilty...i couldn't agree more...

the question is, what will happen next?

simply close the case?!!

i really prayed hard that Altantuya will haunt her bomber...

where is justice in Malaysia? when people speculates, we should investigate...no one is entitle for any immunity...this has just prove that RM politics dictate our government...makes me really really sick...

i just don't know what to say laa...weiii...

...DSAI's landslide victory...

"We declare victory, the margin is very huge," said Tian Chua, information chief of Anwar's Keadilan party which leads a three-member opposition alliance.

"I think it's a landslide victory,".

hurmm...what goes around comes around...

yeay! i rest my case...

...world's booklovers' day...

today is world's booklovers' day!

i'm blessed that i am very well literate at a young age...reading has always been a passion to me...mama was very supportive - buying books for me at every occasions...being a good student - i always ended up receiving books as gifts during the annual 'Majlis Penyampaian Hadiah'...

...my Fun-N-Nuf 'Maya' dragonfly bookmark...

during my childhood times, i read Enid Blyton's Secret Seven and Famous Five, the Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew's and the girls boarding school series...i also read many of the Kelab Buku Kenari publications...

my siblings and me also enjoys comics...there are 3 types: 1)soft-paper chinese translated comics (i.e. Wira Pedang Sakti,etc...) 2)hard-cover translated comics (i.e. Mutiara Naga, Johan Bolasepak, Dr Slump, Doraemon, Sailormoon,TMNT,etc...) 3)english comics (i.e. Archie's comics and Marvel series)...these comics are just great!

apart from that, mama also ensures that we get monthly children's magazines as reading materials...these includes KAWAN, Kuntum, Bambino, Dewan Pelajar, Bintang Kecil, MICKEY...

mama dislike us buying Ujang or Gila-gila...but as i recall, comparing the jokes portrayed during the 90's era with current publications - the jokes last time are not lame...i enjoyed reading them...

as for entertainment news and gossips, URTV was good at some time before...i used to buy and read them...i even bought the controversial Mangga magazines sometimes...

moving on to SSP, my reading hobby continued...during this time, i read Sweet Valley High's, R.L. Stine's, Christopher Pike's...monthly magazines includes Remaja, LIME, Galaxie, Dewan Siswa and Mastika...

when i was in UTP during my undergraduate studies, i read Judith McNaught's and Sidney Sheldon's...i also read Harry Potter series...monthly magazines includes Cleo, Reader's Digest and Remaja...

now, it's even more exciting as i am able to spare some money aside to spend on books...back in the olden days, i don't own the books i read...i used to rent them from friends and Novelhut...
nowadays, my reading preference have become broader...i like Cecelia Ahern's, Danielle Steel's, Jodi Picoult's, Nicholas Spark's, Khaled Hosseini's, Adibah Amin's, Lydia Teh's...i read all genres and i especially like to read situational short stories...at the moment, i've just finished reading Tangled Emotions by Bernice Narayanan...currently, i am reading Lovers and Strangers Revisited by Robert Raymer and Mouse Clutching Winter Melon by Kuan Guat Choo...

...books i am reading now...
enough about books...to fellow booklovers - happy reading forever!

ermmm...today, i spent most of my time watching several beijing olympic events...i started early in the morning by watching the weighlifting women 48kg category for both snatch and clean & jerk...China took gold medals for both...

during the afternoon till late evening, i chose to watch gymnastic artistic men...again, the host China won gold medal for the Group Category...

and just now, i get to watch a little bit of everything from swimming women/men qualifying heats, football women, boxing, equestrian, beach volleyball men and sculls...this is because my abah enjoys changing channels...

ahh...very well...i'm looking forward of the track events especially 100m - wonder who's gonna be the world's fastest runner...

my other favourite events are rythmic synchronized swimming, diving and gymnastics...

other than beijing olympics, i couldn't be bothered with our political affairs...mainly on upcoming permatang pauh small election and unresolved DSAI's sodomy accusation case...i don't know DSAI personally but i do support Izzah...

for me, there are just too many loopholes...how can the so-called sodomy victim be protected in the rule of law?why is this one sodomy victim so special than the others? (pardon me: i believe that sodomy cases are reported everyday - not only this particular one)and then, suddenly the case are change to 'suka sama suka' incident...in addition, there's also a part where this fellow (the sodomy victim) went to see our Deputy PM - for scholarship?!what nonsense...this is totally illogical...how can ordinary people straight-away can go directly facing the high rank people for such matter?and then, in the sodomy victim's writings (apparently he's afraid to speak up on his own), he had written that his intention was not to put DSAI in shame...what's the point this victim wants to prove?i can't understand...isn't he's putting his family in shame too?and why is it now after so many times already? (this fact is also coming from the victim)...i don't know the truth...however, if DSAI really did it, it's better for the victim to just blackmail him...

i would want to write more but it's not safe, right?i better keep it to myself and pray for the best...may Allah shows the right path...

-nice analogy-

please read:subsidi epal...oh yeah

turn down

ahh...well...today i turned down 2 friends...
can't make it to their wedding receptions...
one in seremban (Pn Mizah) and another in pontian (Pn Mimah)...
is it matter to me?!i guess, a little, yeah...
gonna miss all the sohabat 9600's antique 'huhas'...

apparently, judging from my current situation, i have absolutely unavoidable reasons for doing so...nevertheless, wish both of you love of a lifetime...will try my best to make it up to you in due time...

speaking of turn down, recently one of the top leader for the US presidential candidate has purposefully turned down my mama by making an irresponsible statement of wanting to shoot Osama...my mama was an avid supporter of this hopeful African-American guy...now, no more...sigh~~~

what about our government?!owh owh, i can sense chaos...
tomorrow shall be an interesting day of Parliament get-together...
i just can't wait for the vote of no-confidence towards our dear PM...
this will be the first of such an act in Malaysian Government history...
"Saya tidak takut" - hahaha...
then, why all of a sudden, there have this urgent meeting last thursday?
conclusion from there, all Parliamentary seat representatives MUST be present tomorrow...
another turn down...so sad...

sometimes, it makes me wonder...
where is our DYMM Seri Paduka Baginda YDP Agong?
He should be the highest sound of all...
PM is the advisor to Agong...
i think that is what i learn from school...
yes, it is PM who directed the country...
however, when all the PM does is ruining the country, Agong should have a say...

one more thing, when looking at our Ministers and opposition representatives quarreling and argumentating, it just makes me sick...so very immature and childish...our TPM even highlighted that Ministers who doesn't obey are undisciplined...what's your point?you think Malaysia is like 'high school'?!when people break rules, people disagree with you, the so-called 'prefects', you jot down their names...bring them to the disciplinary board...then, you sack them from any other responsibilities...you feel happy?!satisfied?!secure?!relieved?!make sure you know what to answer in the hereafter...all the very best!

RM 2.70 per litre = ridiculous malaysian petrol price

why is it happening now?! i mean, after the PRU12...ya laa...because if msian government would want to impose this earlier, PRU12 will surely have greater tsunami than last time...

even with the last petrol price of RM1.92 per litre has burden malaysians a lot...what now, with RM2.70 per litre?! the thing i hate is that the government purposely announced the news at the very last minute...

and once again, our government give a bulls*** cover up...our newly appointed domestic trade minister was reportedly saying,
" We want to pay the subsidy directly to those who deserve them.We do not want foreigners to benefit from our subsidy."

owh, really?! and you really think that malaysians are fool enough to believe all these craps of giving direct subsidy...malaysians (citizen without political powers) are like "dogs barking at the hill" in current situation...

it is unfair as the decision of this sudden revamped subsidy system goes directly to the cabinet without the consent of us, malaysians, the tax payers....aargghhhh!ggrrrr!!!and what's more, doesn't the so-called direct subsidy reflect the tax (which are collected, again from fellow malaysians)?!!

so, what's in for us? under this new revamped subsidy system, malaysians are made to believe that for cars 2000cc and below, we could claim rm625 per year as direct subsidy...what nonsense?!that is only equivalent to about 230litres of petrol. which will lasts for 5-6 weeks of normal car usage...

the issue is not about how smartly the government can control the foreigners who fill their tanks at our borders and how our petrol price is lower as compared to other countries...but the thing is, we should see our standard of living...even if it is pointed out that the petrol price in Singapore is nearly RM5.20 per litre, we should look at their economics...how much are their income as compared to ours?here, in malaysia, our salary remains the same...i hate this...

one thing leads to another...i hate the relationship of rising petrol price which eventually makes other subjects to experience rising price hike as well...the reason being, the cost of transportation increases...yada...yada...yada...

and another thing i hate regarding this issue is that the government fail to assure me for how long the petrol price will stay put at RM2.70 per litre...let's see what will happen since it is also announced that the price control will be completely removed in August...what if in the next 5-6 months to come, the government announced new petrol price?!and if it increases some more, will they increase the direct subsidy of RM625?!hurmmm...with our current government, i don't think so...