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Friday, August 21, 2015

my very first ANAKIN victory!




Me: hari ahad ni – mesti encik laju

Me: anakin ngan sy = (tortoise emoji)

Encik Awan: Good luck ahad

That was wayyy wayyy back some three weeks ago..

Attempting a bloodshot bicycle training at Sungai Tekala – Mampir route after a longggg month rest (bulan puasa, Anakin pun puasa juga..bulan raya, Anakin pun raya juga)..

Nevertheless, I’m always lost for reason.. As what Che Siti told me,”Aliza, kamu ni lucu laa..” whenever I’m jokingly lamented,”Takdok sebab ler untuk ai kenot come”

There, Anakin and me – every single program, we shall both be present wholeheartedly with mixed feelings.. Words of encouragement pouring in:

“Takpe, kita kayuh santai-santai je, tak payah rushing..”

 My answer to that (Manelaaa sy penah rushing.. Mujurlaa Anakin tu bergeraknye ke depan..Adoiii)

Most of my training regime, I am always been surrounded with positive vibes..

My No 1 great mentor – Encik Rasyid loudly scream, “Go, Aliza, go!” and passed me by.. Back then, he even taking turns adjusting the rhythms for both Hana and me on Putrajaya route.. I challenged my sick self at that time (earlier, I’m coming with a small cold).. And, to top it, we cycled in the rain that particular day.. I ended up demam for almost 2 weeks and I heard that Encik Rasyid felt a little guilt.. Haha, in the first place – I just can’t say No..

Anakin and me owes a lot to my Geng Basikal – Road Racer by Linda.. We shared joys in earlier counterparts.. Starting from Eija lending her ‘Black’ to me and Zura lending her ‘Whitey Jr’ to Mayleen..

Me and Mayleen starts our accessories completion via SportsDirect – getting our ‘Pink’ helmets (yes, I choose helmet colour) + gloves + specs + water bottles + sportswear.. and I got my water bag from Labuan during one of my outstation trip..

Anakin was supposed to be my birthday present but we got engaged earlier since Abang Kedai reminded me on the GST.. Anakin became my sweet tortoise in middle March..

When asked – how do I got the name to be Anakin?

Since I am Kejora (bintang) relating to star which is in the phase of jihad (perang), it then came across Star Wars that leads to Anakin Skywalker.. Google some more facts – and you’ll likely find definition that says: Ironically, Anakin Skywalker (or Darth Vader) from Star Wars was also referred to as a giant of a man in many of the books. Therefore, the name ‘Anakin’ could be used to mean a giant-like or generally tall person.. Anakin = Giant (justifies my GIANT brand bike – model Talon 4)..

The name Anakin also shows the bond of me with Kinn (Shikin).. We get our bikes together.. Hers was named ‘Dindarlik’..

Before joining the experienced team mates, Mayleen and me regain back our cycling confidence in Kerayong Hill.. Frankly, I do freaked out downhill..

And so the story begins with a series of scheduled program whereby I get to improved gradually..I never not get to be the last yet but rest assured, I always strive to finish and I did it every time.. I’m proudly admit that I don’t get off Anakin once I am riding.. It is just plain amazing.. I’ve had my shares and superb friends – Hana, Linda, Mayleen, Kinn, Rahimah, Zura, Kak Wan Mas, Airis, Joanne, Najlaa.. Not forgetting menunggu friends – Hanisah, Aishah, Kak Widaad, Kak Hadhimah, Kak Azlina, Su, Yaya, Ernee, Jenny, Abid, Kak Su, Che Siti, Muza, 'Aaina, Hawa, Ina, Sha, Farrah, Eija, Roeda.. And prayers from afar – Kak Mas, Kak Nuha, Arny, Rai, Aliah, Mudah, Yume, Izan..

It’s gonna be a lengthy post if I am to honour every single yous (I Love all).. every Expedition Leader always champion in concerning my well being.. Sy usahakan sy sampai, Encik..Meski lambat dan x pernah join sesi tamat bersama.. My bad.. My section leader for tremendous and continuous support: “Mantap, cik! Jangan tinggal kayuh..” Other cool, sporty friends and marshalls been escorting me sunshine or rain.. Thanks very much..

“Aliza OK?”

Me with trembling fingers will gladly replied, “Ada kaki lagi.”

“Merahnya muka!”

My answer, “OKlaa, tidak biru.”

Upon reaching pitstop, I’ve always encounter the situation, “Eh, alaa, sy baru ‘warm up’”

I did discover my strength is in energy storing.. I am not that exhausted  -  I have the will to sustain and prolonged the distance but difficulties lies in increasing speed of pedalling..

The day finally came when I was called to participate in Kayuhan Sehati Sejiwa.. Anakin and me was delighted with fear..I am daring myself (So, I guess).. And I vow, if it is, then it is.. It is IS.. Hahahaha..

I prepared so-so and let it flow..Got my jersey.. Was well wished by kesayangans..

“Jangan terlampau tertinggal!”

(Sy tertinggal, kak.. Tapi, x terlampau)

“Set minda berada dalam kelompok tau!”

(Iye baik, minda tu memang ingat kawan2 aje)

“Awak boleh!”

(Kenalah boleh.. Dahlaa kalian sedih x dapat ikut, kalu sy x sungguh2, memang saje je laa kan)

“Tak mau last tau!”

(Ni alkisahnya – once I’ve reached the finishing point, the secretariat handling the finisher medal asked, “Ada lagi kat belakang, dik?” I smiled confidently,”Iye, ade.”) (Kak, kali ini sy bukan yang last)

Rejoining back with the Team, Encik Azmil praises me and blurted,”Dapat medal tak?”

I nodded. (Tamat dengan jaya, Encik)

All in all – a great eye-opening experience.. It was just unbelievable (and somewhat, I need to believe that it was me and Anakin).. There are times that I’m ahead and there are times I was at the sipi-sipi.. (NO patah balik, and NO turun basikal – asking myself ‘Kenape ni?!! What is this?!’ and NO Bomba or JPA – I dare not taking the lorry pick-up)..

Remembering the saying,”Kamu larat, kamu kayuh..Kamu x larat, kamu kayuh..”

As for me – Selagi kamu kayuh, Anakin tu bergeraknya ke depan.. And I counted the lamp posts all stretched along.. I did capture the best of kampong and pantai sceneries.. I even felt sidestepped by a kid (goat) running across the street..

When there’s a call from a Pakcik saying,”4 kilo lagi ni” My heart leaped.. (Oh, itu satu round sy kat Titiwangsa).. Alas, actually it was nearly about 10 km more to finish.. My heart sanked but my will soared.. It’s halfway of Tekala – you just can do! Hence, proving the magic!


Victory to Anakin and me and All! It feels GREAT!

Thank you Allah..

 

 

 


Monday, February 23, 2015

..LoVe cRuisE..

singing my heart out with Ryan.. normal traffic heading towards Iris..

coming back from earlier meeting friends event..awanku was there too.. facing from a distance, ai glanced once in a while.. noticing, his left hand covering his mouth, gritting in control of the situation.. and still, both of his eyes merely 'redup' - joy of my heart..alhamdulillah..

sesungguhnya jalan mendaki itu lebih sukar.. ujian apakah ini?! passing by Damansara, Ryan and me and hey, next to our left side (the centre lane) - ai saw 'awanku' to my surprise..

okay, let's head on together the uphill.. and downhill too..

Ryan and me - we 'santai'ly and wondering.. ensuring our distance - quite just to see and be sure - mister awanku, are you coming?!

right up to Jalan Duta toll exit, Ryan and me went to the Touch 'N Go lane.. and again, there awanku went to the ticketing booth..

fingers crossed, love luck had to struck.. this time, awanku did saw me.. crossing over Ryan and me from the left and leading the way (sort of, since ai took up to tag along closely behind the wheels)..

we parted ways after about 10 minutes or so.. Ryan and me arrived safely at Iris and me wishing awanku well thanking the memories..

my awan, my joy, my sweetness, my smile - everlasting :)

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

esok

senyummu juga sedihmu

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

red raya 2014


selamat hari raya 2014.. Allah's blessings.. alhamdulillah..

my awanku is red too.. hahahaha.. yeay..

soalan: bile Ja nak ada 'ada'?

jawapan Ja: bile Ja nak tiada 'tiada'

value at the moment: respect
advice to self and kesayangans: be good :)

Thursday, March 6, 2014

..teStinG mY LucK..

semua hanya Allah

Thursday, February 27, 2014

...twodaysawan..

the WAU day came..

smile from afar..

he smile, i smile..

lambatnya.. mujur sampai.. (in my heart)


meh isi attendance..

pukul berapa yaa?

enam lebih, dah..

ni grup pink.. (gave a pink badge)

cari kumpulan, yaa..

eh, air (from a friend)..


later,

ni sy nak rase semua ni..

amboi, special tau.. orang lain tidak pun.. (remarks from the previous a friend)


all in all, first encounter - nearly 2 minutes..

second encounter - perhaps 2 minutes too..

and my sawan lasts for two days.. that previous a friend knows..

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

..kau tsyeruenm..kaemdiaan..



mlaam ini snuyi spei..
kau tlernea daalm mipmi..

kau tsyeruenm.. kaemdiaan..
makinetmi ctina ktia..

maalm ini syuni spei..
bmiipmrealh tneatng cntia..

ku inign slelau basmaemru..
di siimsu..

smaelat maalm..
oh ctaiknu..

Monday, December 30, 2013

k-a-m-i


[15:87] - Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah berikan kepadamu 7 ayat yang dibaca berulang-ulang dan Al-Quran yang agung.


Saturday, December 7, 2013

...anaK berAs..

 
 
hidup ini sementara
 
 
andai kau dalam sengsara
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he shouldn't have to.. but, he did it..
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airmata mak dan ayah setenang air sungai

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

..in TrusT..

 
chance will benefit
 
belief will exist
 
peace will stand

Thursday, November 28, 2013

...eaSiLLy...(siLLy easE wAy-0Ut)


ku tidak suka untukku tidak suka kepada yang tidak suka ku
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More FEEL - Less THINK 

More SMILE - Less FROWN 

More LISTEN - Less TALK 

Morer ACCEPT - Less JUDGE

More DO - Less WATCH

More APPRECIATE - Less COMPLAIN

More LOVE - Less FEAR

Monday, November 25, 2013

...3 minit itu...

yeay...

Z twiddling on her Ferrari and ending the conversation,"Haa, OK OK."

M interrupting, "Kamu cakap ngan sapa tu?"

Z mentioning yours truly..

M reaching out, "Oh, meh sy cakap ngan dia."

Z carefreely saying, "Alaaa, dah letak."

M just smiled ( yours truly guessed) and continued with their TT.
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M: Program kamu patutnya malam ni kat JJ ke?

Z: Eh, x sure laa.. Tapi, yours truly cakap diorang ade dekat2 area sini..

M: Camne yours truly nak datang amik kamu?

Z: Dah abis nanti, yours truly suruh mesej..

M: OK, nak abis dah ni..
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M: Yours truly dah kat mane?

Z: Saya baru mesej..

M: Takpa2, biar saya call dia..
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Yours truly side:

Z sent a message to yours truly and as yours truly was about to reply back, there was an incoming call (from M).. yeay..

Me: Hello..Ye, encik..

M: Assalamualaikum, cik yours truly..

Me: Waalaikum salam.. Iye, saye..

M: Betul ke yours truly nak datang ambil Z ni? Yours truly dari mane?

Me: Iye, saye.. Ni dekat MS - sebelah je dengan KD tu..

M: Dah on the way ye? Tau tempat? Land mark nye Sek Men Seksyen 4..

Me: Urmm..

M: Yours truly ingat lagi rumah En B?

Me: Oo, sy tau tu..

M: Dekat2 situ laa..

Me: Orait, sampailah tu..

M: Agak-agaknya berapa lama lagi?

yours truly turning to L who's driving Ryan. And so, L replied, "Lima belas minit."

Me: 15 minit, encik..

M: OK, hati-hati drive..
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while waiting for yours truly to arrive..

Z: Eh, tu macam diorang je..

M: Bukanlah, itu bukan Ryan..

haha.. M did care about Ryan..
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yours truly and L finally arrived at the scene..

M walked towards Ryan and found out that L was at the driver's seat..

well, yours truly stepped out and so.. 3 minit itu..

Z already went inside Ryan..

M: Terima kasih ye, yours truly.. Nak ke mane?

yours truly smiled brightly  (as bright as M's smile)..

Me: Jalan-jalan.. Encik ke mane?

M: Saya balik dulu.. (waving good bye) Hati-hati ye..

Me: Iye, same.. (and waving good bye too)

yours truly went inside Ryan and let M drove away first..
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Z, L and yours truly went to the nearby uptown - sightseeing..

final note of the night - yours truly sent a thank you note to M..

thanks for the 3 minit itu..

haha..

in yours truly's life - memories lasts..

feelings - happiness at the 3 minit itu - yess!

sinful - yours truly can't think straight - follow one's heart..

3 minit itu - itulah dia..

Thursday, November 21, 2013

...banYak-banyaK haRi..

hari inilah ku tidak bersarapan..

hari inilah ku redeem towel 'BonusLink'..

hari inilah ku khabarkan Ryan ku demam..

hari inilah ku sharekan lokasi - GPS ku hidup..

hari inilah hebatnya ku menukar tayar - dengan bantuan..

hari inilah Ryanku tak mau hidup..

hari inilah aku 'dating' bawah jambatan..

hari inilah ku telefon Auto Assist..

hari inilah ku kejut orang tidur..

hari inilah kau tanya aku pergi mana..

hari inilah ku bagi kau copy..

hari inilah kau dapat teka..

hari inilah Nike ACG ku putus..

hari inilah kau lipatkan tudung aku..

hari inilah bateri handset ku menjunam 1% - padam sendiri..

hari inilah baby belikan donat..

hari inilah kau awal..

hari inilah kau jawab Whatsappku dengan baik..

hari inilah kau keluarkan iklan..
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hari inilah kau mintak tolong, hari inilah aku mintak tolong
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sedia ditolong sama-sama sedia menolong

sudi ditolong sama-sama sudi menolong

suka ditolong sama-sama suka menolong

Monday, November 18, 2013

...inJustice...

had a discussion with my baby brother..

we questioned a lot..

don't ever feel that we're OK - it will set us in mess..

from small things - inJustice brings terrible decisions..
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me - not being positive?!!

hey, talking about being fairly positive - I talk nice to people, I give good advices, I do inspire people, I am well-mannered, I am full of LOVE, I am naturally kind.. sincerely, I do :)

I am just too helpful but not towards my self.. I can't let myself to be helped..
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the answers came by.. no blaming..

good people give you happiness, best people give you memories..

bad people give you experiences, worst people give you lessons..
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haha.. this is not a positive note..

it's more like me expressing my inJustice - thus, spreading inJustice..

ohoo.. I am sorry.. Allah, forgive me and my sins..

yesterday, I somehow can't tolerate in listening.. I took a step in sleeping early.. good night, everyone.. I'm better be silent me..

your words : what happens to you is because you're off guard - doing things 'sambil lewa'..

and I've had this saying - you know, if you've been hurt by the words, then the words are actually the truth..

oh, my bad - I can't hear those laa.. seriously - I termed your words as accusations..

and yes, fitnah itu lebih dahsyat daripada membunuh..
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I act tough..

I had this one friend.. whereby I attempted peace..

this one friend questioned my motives..

I replied as saying that I felt the coldness, I am freezing that I can't smile..

the more I try to understand, the more I don't..

we're strangely apart..

this one friend suggested that actually once been good in the olden days, people blamed unnecessarily.. and unreasonable.. silence is golden..

and so, we make up.. I guess..

thanks to all this inJustice..
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I lost a friend too - perhaps inJustice is the cause..

I miss this friend I lost in June..

ahh..my pride and my inJustice..
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conclusion: inJustice ruins.. it is cruel.. it is not cool.. it shall not be me..

Saturday, November 16, 2013

...here I come...

reasons - needed by people.. played by people..

on the other hand - I just don't..

I play mercy..

Friday, November 15, 2013

comFort

I only pretend to have it in my days..

I only pretend to be in it in my days..

most of my days, I've tried and trying..

I am Me..

it is not comfort..

and I asked Him..in silent..

to comfort me in time, for time, with time, on time..

for He owns the time..

Thursday, February 28, 2013

...akU tengGeLam sEjenaK...

Saturday, February 16, 2013

...bAntuKu...

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

...teRus...


Friday, January 4, 2013

...waLhasiL baLik asaL...


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