...take me home to the place i belong...

Sihat..Naper..

Tade apelah, saje je

ooo dear you, how can i tell you that i was scared?

i was scared of not hearing from you...i miss you one...

and i was scared on which way should i care...i miss you two...

and i was scared where should i stand?i miss you three...

i'm just scared...

it has been a week...

and i'm settling to be somebody to myself...

the art of being selfish - something that i need to learn...

yet, i am selfish - but it is the other way round - i never realised that until you kinda slapped me...

i'm exhausting a lot of people who loves me...unintentionally...

you foresee that i must be strong...i will sayang, i will...

yes, really, i am alone... i need to accept and stop being stubborn...

but, i can't agree with you that i'm dishonest...

i guess nobody understand... i just don't trust people easily...(and it's kinda weird i can share this with the world instead)

i did went to seek help...i was anxious each time...i don't like that feeling OK...and it turned out that the helper's conclusions were waayyyy far from what i'm trying to convey...i quit...i am sorry...

but still, i keep on searching for other alternatives...i'm trying not to worry you, of all people...

and i'm also surrendering a precious piece of my heart...i have my reasons...this is difficult...Allah je yang tau...

haa, looks like that i'm miserable,kan?! - but, actually, NO...hehe...

i find myself more calm now...more carefree...i trashed all negativities around me...i lead a simpler way of life...

i'm readjusting...

i smile more...

dear, i miss you...

i promise to be better day by day...insyaAllah...

and i need you...

you 'penting' to me...

take care darling :)