...jangan lupa daratan...

that was the message being addressed last Saturday for my 5th year with PBPP...

i'm still big heart me...insyaAllah...
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and i'm trying to accept some misbehavior aspects possessed by a certain individual...

should that individual fail to admit the wrongdoings done (since the truth always hurt) - and so, the shameful feeling is acceptable...

or, if my title above fits the puzzle, it could be that the individual is being haughty...

Allah, aku redha kerana-Mu...
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salahkah aku mencintaimu, walau ku tahu ku tak di hatimu
egokah aku memilikimu, walau ku tahu kau tak memilihku

...my sis is 1/4 CENTURY today...

waargghhhh...i feel 'ancient'...wakakakakaka...
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ooo...hepi besday my dear Jeleen :)

a perfect sister I am not, but thankful for the one I've got...


alhamdulillah...

...and the bakal is?!!

huhu...i managed to smile back virtually at K...

in my heart - (just you wait)...

finally, i'll have my headstart next week after sooooo long of delay and delay and further delay...

Kursus Kahwin...yeay...

answer for the title: yerp friend now is erk friend...nonetheless, i just can't think...i LOVE...me :)
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mama and me did my 'taman balkoni Iris' last saturday...woohoo...

i have 11 pots of 'dedaunan' plants...bungaan are manjas (so, not now laa)...

other living creatures in Iris - hurmm, Kiki's dead leaving Lala since last Wednesday :(
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F and me had a hearty breakfast this morning while discussing current dilemma of our well being...

both of us have nearly about 4 months to slim down (that's what i set my goal this time around)...

no ugly girls, only lazy ones...haha...strike one, yes...

i never disciplined myself...serves me right...

i'm not lazy though (perhaps 30% lazy)...i do my house chores daily...and 'penat' comes along - i need energy (which i get from comfort food - i can't avoid rice)...liza mengikut nafsu...poor poor liza :(

exercise-wise...hurmm...long STOP...need to get back on track...insyaAllah...

i don't 'timbang' myself anymore...i simply don't want to know the first number...ohh my...

can't is not forever...i will improve...

aliza, awak sihat?

kite OK (a good answer as i don't lie)
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currently read : I Love Quran, and You?

currently listening to: Janji

...nak makan ini...

...sesuatu apapun yang CANTIK belum pasti BAIK;
tetapi sesuatu apapun yang BAIK sudah pasti CANTIK...

currently read: Malaysian Love Stories and Kisah-kisah Orang yang Ditolong Allah SWT

currently listening to: Kotarayaku

...analogi kopi 'o'...

...a brilliant theory by my mama...

applicable to most...insyaAllah...

it's a 'Do Nothing' case...

kalau orang dah minum kopi 'O', tak payahlah campur susu, nanti jadi kopi 'susu' dah lain pulak...


Sabda Nabi Muhammad SAW: “Barangsiapa yang benar-benar beriman kepada Allah dan hari pembalasan (kiamat) maka hendaklah ia memperkatakan kebaikan atau memilih untuk berdiam diri”.

adalah silap diriku, aku diduga sebegini...ya Allah, aku mohon segala kebaikan daripadaMu untuk meleraikan kekusutan...dan berilah hidayah buat sekalian yang Engkau kehendaki...

ilmu lanjutan kat sini --> proses akal


people, enjoy this song...

LOVE will see you through~~~

...ili, you are 'real'...

answering your text, my reply was this:

aku *ece** ili, bile2 laa kite catch up ok, hehe, gud nite ili

and, alhamdulillah, you are 'real' - i am truly blessed and glad...

again, i did what i did (removing myself from a social network community) simply because of its damage and absurdity towards me (and, perhaps the universe too)

results: i am happier - because the world will become a better place...insyaAllah...

why is that so?!!

less sins are created...

Ohh you, who have believed, avoid much (negative) assumption. Indeed, some assumption is sin. And do not spy or backbite each other. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And, fear Allah; indeed Allah is the Most Accepting of repentance and the Most Merciful.
[Al-Hujurat: verse 12]

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...astaga!...

to jakarta again...

with my loving familia...

Cik Ja, tengok ni, haa, tanak ke nak?!! (notice the different structure used: instead of ordinary 'nak ke tanak')

haha...my clever Afif...

always surprised me with his 'terbalik' version...
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and that's what happen to everyone daily, day in, day out, too... dunia itu 'terbalik'...

kekuatan sebenar terletak pada hati (ini nilai kompeniku ni...huhuhu)

definisi terbalik buat saya (sebagai peringatan buat diri sendiri):

manusia (hamba Allah yang lemah) seringkali melihat tetapi buta hatinya,
manusia (hamba Allah yang lemah) seringkali mendengar tetapi pekak hatinya...

"Dan sebutlah nama Tuhanmu (dengan lidah atau dengan hati di dalam dan di luar solat) pada waktu pagi dan petang;" [Surah al-Insan: Ayat 25]

nilai insan = hati...wallahu'allam...

ujian daripada Allah...maafkanlah aku...

kembalilah padaNya...insyaAllah...

doaku buat insan yang tersasar, bacalah At-Taghabun...
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currently read: Ingatlah Tempatmu di Akhirat by Tuan Guru Dato' Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat - highly recommended...a good one...

currently listening to: Everything I Do (I Do It for You) by Bryan Adams
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what i did in jakarta?
- celebrating mama's 60th birthday...poor mama - all her children got sick...haiyaa...1st day until last day - it was Abema (down with flu), 4th day - Jemi and Baby Adik (also flu and Jemi is allergic to penicillin) and yesterday, Jeleen is down with fever (flu is coming, i guess - and this 'degil' sister won't take any medicine too)...

- regards to my darling Dewi - masih di hospital 3 hari yang lalu...congrats on your newborn princess, baby Chairunnisa Azka Arafat...yeay...

- makan yang lumayan: masakan padang aje...Garuda laa paling sedap sekali (agree with Iman)...Jus Alpukat yang sedap is at Sari Ratu...two thumbs up for Bakso Solo at Tenabang Foodcourt (Lantai 8, Tanah Abang Blok A Mall)...Sari Bundo biasa aja...Bakmi GM - Iman sukeee...

- shopping for self...hehe...ala kadar aja - got myself 2 new tudungs, 2 pairs of kain pasang ( for a kebaya and a kurung), a pair of telekung, and a gypsy skirt (wondering when shall i wear this?!!!)

hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri

masihlah syukur malaysiaku aman...i love malaysia :)

can't agree more with one of the many 'Blue Bird' supir: kalau dipanggil pulang semuanya Indonesian di Malesia, Malesia itu sepi...enggak ada yang mahu kerja...

hehehehehe