cousin R: kau kenal Aliza?!!
R: kenal...die satu department ngan aku...kenape?
cousin R: thesis yg die buat very valuable laa utk my work...
alhamdulillah...currently, cousin R is pursuing his PhD...
makes me wonder, which one...
my FYRP - 5th year 1st sem thesis is about integration of safety - specifically on Jet and Pool Fire...
my MSc thesis - a study on hysteresis effect...
and 2 days ago, i received an e-mail from a MSc student in Help University asking for a face-to-face session...she knows me from one of my journals...yeay...
and about a month ago, i sent slides to one of my MSc friend (now, a lecturer in Ethiopia)...
haa, see...i love to write...i write anonymously to papers...some do pay me...
for 2 sentences (quoting from my article)...i should demand more...but, i did it out of passion...
i am not smart untuk mengumpul $ dunia...
aliza, apsal ko tak jadi lecturer?!! (hey, aku kan tak bercakap)
sebab aku nak jadi nurse...hahahaha...
i can be a good consultant...--->apelaa dah merepek2 nehh...
ohh, i'm about to have a career transition...doa-doakanlah...magic kan, faiz?!!kamu doakan, malaikat sambut...insyaAllah...
currently reads: Malaysia-LAH (diskopi group) and Kebaya Tales by Lee Su Kim...
currently listening to: Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi...huahuahua...
ayat penenang: orang lain tak semestinya faham... *wink*wink* to my yerp friend :)
Friday, January 28, 2011
...al fath : kemenangan...
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
...my 60-year-darling mama...
Di jiwa insan yang mendambakan kebahagiaan
Oh… mama
Di bahumu tergalas beban
Perjalananmu penuh rintangan
Kau titipkan kasih sayang
Sejujur pengorbanan
Tak ku nafikan
Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan
Kau insan penyayang
Betapa ku merindu
Lembutnya belaian mama
Membuatku terlena
Ku pastikan dikau aman
Dikurnia sejahtera
Tak ku lupakan
Di wajah terlukis tenang
Debar di dada kau rahsiakan
Ku pastikan dikau aman
Dikurnia sejahtera
Tak ku lupakan
Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan
Tiada aku tanpa mama
Hanya (kau) satu di dunia
Bertakhta dikau di jiwaku
Kaulah mama yang tercinta
Kau insan pengasih
Betapa aku mengharap
Hadirnya restumu mama
Membawaku ke syurga
Bersemi belaian kasih sayang nan berpanjangan
Darimu insan yang mendoakan kebahagiaan anak-anakmu
Oh… mama
Monday, January 24, 2011
...cherry blossom...
the damage already done...
bye Cik Ja~~~
and i'm in mediocre state - the most miserable feeling of all...
ohh...my...
on the day you die, there'll still be things you haven't finished, so why push yourself so hard?!! [Bridget Menezes]
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
...kau senyumlah...ohh
i'm a Star that simply cannot fit into a circle
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btw, buah sukun in english is 'breadfruit'...hehe...
Monday, January 17, 2011
...sukun oh sukun...
Dr K (wants to place 'kerepek' order) : Liza, this is nice (munching on 'kerepek sukun' he got from Ogy)...it's like tapioca, right?!!
me: ehh, no no...it's not in the ground...the fruit is hanging on a tree... (kelakarnye laa jawapan ini)
Dr K : ooo, alright then...I want two packets of this...
yeay...thank you to Ogy (for free promo) and Dr K...
maju bisnesku...kawan-kawan, help me, help me, what is 'sukun' in english?
ahha, i should be googling...
to kerepek liza's fans: i can't afford to sell 'kerepek sukun' at RM7 anymore...new price is RM8.50 (for sukun ONLY)...reason: always 'out of season' and 'tukang panjat pokok' always on leave...
hurmm...my upcoming interest - chocolate stop with cousins...we have an order for 4000 boxes...whoaaa...awesome :)
...newness...
is speaking with peace, walking with humility and working with love...best wisdom words by Bridget Menezes...
i have a really, really longgggg story (no time to put into words) - will do sooner or later, insyaAllah...
meanwhile, i'm into transition phase (moving, leaping slowly - one after another: stepping stones)...
alhamdulillah, i'm still breathing (for countless times, i'm like killing myself -the feeling of falling freely off many many cliffs)...
and, have any of you heard or read from somewhere: challenge - is either a stepping stone or a stumbling block?!! i'm about to change - NO more stumbling blocks...perhaps one or two (tolerable)...
ending of post - friends, keep praying: your happiness and my happiness...thanks...
Thursday, January 13, 2011
...unfulfilled...
keikhlasan itu sifatnya jelas sampai...
yang biasa menerima sukar membiasakan memberi...
yang biasa memberi sukar membiasakan menerima...
if i die young,
please know that i was at least
sometimes happy
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
...t xzaqaasswesswwaweddrrfmjjki...
was what Afnanku texted me last Sunday using his mama's iPhone4...
sooo carefree...
ohhh...i don't want to grow up~~~
...aku cuma macam ni saja...
satu hari aku berjumpa
cik mek molek jual bunga
senyuman manis menarik hati
gugur bagai jantung ini
manis umpama bulan
ingin beli bunga lagi
namun kini hanya yang ada
tinggal dua nisan saja
lesu aku menggeletar
rakus jiwaku terbenam
aku cuma macam ni saja
aku mahu bertemankan hidup
dengan hati ikhlas mulia
jangan melihatkan gaya
nanti kita 'kan berdamai
kita tepuk dada ini
jika dah nasib kita jodoh
gunung tak lari ke mana
apa nak kisah mahu hidup
asal hati ikhlas mulia
kalau dah memang jadi mungkin
apa lagi nak dikata
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
...akulah awan itu yang kau mahu...
lihat ke arah sana
awan
segera hadirnya memayungi diri
akulah awan itu yang kau mahu
tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
dan bibirmu
dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu
setia tiada tara
bagaimanapun jua
berikan belas sedari dulu
akulah awan itu yang kau rindu
dan bibirmu
bagaimanapun jua
dan bibirmu
dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu
bagaimanapun jua
walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu
Friday, January 7, 2011
...berakit-rakit...
dua tiga kapal belayar di samudera
ayo sahabatku kita bergembira
bermain bernyanyi bersama
menikmati indahnya dunia
karena Sahabat untuk selamanya
bersama untuk selamanya
kau dan aku sahabat
untuk selamanya setia
berakit-rakit kita ke hulu
berenang-renang kita ke tepian
kita berbeda untuk saling mengisi
segala kekurangan kita
mencari Sahabat untuk selamanya
atasi semua perbedaan
kau dan aku sahabat
untuk selamanya… selama-lamanya... setia
sahabat untuk selamanya
bersama untuk selamanya
kau dan aku sahabat
untuk selamanya... selama-lamanya... setia
sahabat untuk selamanya
berbagi dan saling menjaga
kau dan aku sahabat
untuk selamanya… selama-lamanya… setia…
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
...137/96...
is merely just numbers on scale...
today, a 'miracle' happened...alhamdulillah...
spell it out...NO, it doesn't work for me...
i'm aiming for the shoots, but "they" gave me roots...
hey, friends should lift (that's how i 'friend' people - i believe) not adding sediments...
i'm frustrated in thankful...
whatever makes me happy, i'll treasure that...
whatever makes me worry, will be consider as intolerable - not healthy and they are bad (to me)...
currently listening to Stay The Same by Joey McIntyre...yeay...Aliza kuat...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
...i'm 'NO' angel...
year 2010: i'm promising ku janjikan aku ada...yess...i'm realising it...in my own way...
i've more friends in 2010...and more to come in 2011...
and you don't get there without 'un'friends...my bad...ya Allah, ampunkan mereka dan diriku...
i am nice...and i am kind...insyaAllah...
but sometimes - my actions/words that are nice (to me) can be 'not' nice to others...they feel disturbed...and i hurt them...again, my bad...ya Allah, ampunkan mereka dan diriku...
they misinterpreted me as I (also) misinterpreted them...sesungguhnya tiada sesiapa Yang Maha Mengetahui selain Dia...ya Allah, peliharalah kami dari unsur-unsur fitnah...
losses 2010 - soooo lots but with many returns too...alhamdulillah...tidaklah kami diuji melainkan kerana cintaNya...
victory 2010 - sempurna...alhamdulillah...thank you Allah...tidak terhitung...rahmatilah kami dalam mencari keredhaanMu...
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2010 has been very inspirational and moving (better than doing nothing)...hehe...
more moves in 2011...insyaAllah...i love my life and my life loves me...
janji 2011 - Sampaikan Nanti (meaning: nak/cuba sampai apa yang ku nanti - dengan sabar & ikhlas keranaNya)
definition of my LOVE in 2011: Aku Pelangi (masih)...hahahahaha...saya weng in this part...
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currently read: Rumah yang disukai Malaikat Rahmat by Muhammad As-Sayim (for Iris...heeee) and House Rules by Jodi Picoult (for Iris too...haha...ni different subject laa)
currently listening to: Suara Binasa by Hattan (part merintih tu je...sah - saya weng)
again, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!
