...belaian jiwa...

i was in shock last thursday...

moving on is certainly soo soo OK...(in japanese, it's maa maa)

i cried...and i had a breakdown...

reflecting back, i then became over posi+ive...

different girlfriends, different views - listen to none, but few advices run through me... i love all of you regardless...

tumpang kasih, please...

suka atau tidak,

kalau tak suka, terserah~~~

and these are all rezeki duniawi...glad and blessed to have...

suatu hari nanti...insyaAllah...

as of now, really really grateful for His gifts...

happy with every time of my worldly life...

jadi je kawan kite...

false hope?!! nobody can't be sure...

i live my life my way - i have hope and i have lots and lots and lots of LOVE...and He loves all and me...subhanallah...

...more than a second chance (i think it's the fifth)...

dunia penuh dugaannya
jahat hasutan manusia
selamatkanlah dirimu~~~

...dengarkanlah...

oooo...
berkerdipan bintang di langit malam
meneman bulan
mengasyikkan
memadu asmara di sebalik awan

oh bulan
ku ingin berterus terang
meluahkan perasaan

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angin lalu meniup
menghembus membisik namamu
menemankan senyuman menawan
dibuai khayalan
bahagia itu yang aku inginkan
milik kita selamanya

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kuciptakan untukmu
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dengarkanlah laguku
kunyanyikan untukmu
buat sekian lama
hanyalah dikau di hatiku
oh…

Ulang *

Ulang **

oo...percaya dengan
segala yang kujanjikan
hidup bersama
seperti bulan dan bintang
ooo...

Ulang **

dengarkanlah...

...i am both...

rabbighfirlii (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)
warhamnii (sayangi aku)
wajburrnii (tutuplah aib-aibku)
warfaa'nii (angkatlah darjatku)
warzuqnii (berilah aku rezeki)
wahdinii (berilah aku petunjuk)
wa'aafinii (sihatkanlah aku)
wa'fu'annii (ampuni aku)

it's been awhile...i'm adjusting to my hardworking self...i've been caught up with soooo many things...some at my best and some at my worst..restless...ohh my...

am discovering a new me too...actually, not new...i'm living it for sooo long - it has become chronic...haha...

close friends 'see' me...yeay...yeay...thanks honeykins - you know who you are *wink*wink*

am i rational?!! now, yess...my mood is sunny...i always believe people can read emotions...interpretation-wise will be different...should i care?!! NO...

but, i care...haa...sooo soooo me...my weakness yet to be resolved...

i've figure out too that my weakness is i let myself think i have weaknesses...instead of other merry merry things that i should be grateful for...

i shine...ya Allah, thank you...

i never unlove and i never love enough...a lover i am...ohh... i love...i love...

i'm hiding under a strong shell...this shell shields me...

the tender, fragile, innocent me...
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my 7-12 : story is coming up...teaches me a lot on patience and perseverance...

my current reading: Hikayat Puteri-puteri Rasulullah S.A.W.

my current listening: Baby by Justin Bieber...hahahaha

my EXPRO Sorak team: been good...yeay...EXPRO Boleh!

my main air kelas: no talent at this :P finishing by next week...yeay...

my running: SCKLM coming up...yeay...another 10km medal...insyaAllah...

my friends weddings: lots of happy couples...yeay...congratulations...wishing all of you love of a lifetime...lovely lovely Esha and Nik, Teh Hayana and hubby, sweet Diba and abang Limauku, Mukmin and Rima, Zaza and hubby, abang Azranku and wife...

and this coming weekend will be my darling Iyzee with Abid and Fakri to Hasnah...yeay...

oo Allah the Almighty, have mercy on us all...do save Palestine...astaghfirullah...inna lillahi wainna ilaihir ro ji'uun...

and i love You...cintaku keranaNya...